Sunday, October 26, 2014

I Didn't Die Yesterday

As a little girl growing up, my family always told me that when I was 10 years old, I would have to get my death date tatooed on my wrist. Well, the time came when I had to get it. We went to the doctors office and they explained to me how they were going to determine my death date. Every famly has their a year where they lose at least 7 people. My families year was n 2013. They analyzed me and asked me questions until they determined the date. The date is 6/12/13.
Years have gone by and I really have not thought abot my death date. it did not seem as though it was really important. I was young so i did not really pay attention or care. It is the year 2014, the year I am suppose to die. There have been seveal deaths that have happened over the lst couple of months. The doctor told m when the day that I am supposed to die comes, I will do everything normal until you fall asleep at night. "Your body will break down as you g to sleep," the doctor said.
A couple of moths have gone by and my family nad I have been loding relatives left and right. We are very saddened that we as a family have to go through that. The month of June and July my mom, sister and brother all died. It is just me and my dad left. We were all we had in this world. A few days later, my dad death date as come. That night he said his goodbyes and gave me a big hug, a kiss and he told me he loved me. About an hour later, he was gone.
A month had rolled on by and now it is my turn. I woke up i the morning so patrified and nervous about how I would die.I started and ended my day the same. Too scared to go to sleep, I stayed up and watched movies. Eventually i fell asleep and thought my life span as come to an end. The next morning I woke up and i thought heaven had a house just like mine. It looked the same, had tvs, the same couch, kitchen, living room, and bed rooms. I walked outside and it looked like the same street I live on with the same exact name. i looked at the day and it says 6/13/13. I did not die yesterday. I was feeled with joy an happiness. I sat down and thought about how it would feel to be in heaven with my family. Now I am pretty much alone and on my own because they all have passed away. I don't understand how myi didnt die. All my other family members did. I might be destined to do something. Something greater then what my family could do, that's probably why they does and I didn't die. Now I am stuck in this world by myself. With no one to talk to, no one to laugh, cry, sleep with. I"m by myself. I wish I would've died.

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